CHOICES AND CONSEQUENCES

Don't ever think

"OHH WELL. I'LL DEAL WITH THE CONSEQUENCES. I DON'T CARE"

You never really know whats in store for you until it actually happens. So just caution, children.
lol :]

change change. wondering whats going to come up this year.

I'm not going to hang around anyone that obviously doesn't really like me. I'd rather be alone than be around someone who wastes my time and I guess waste theirs too. :S

it doesn't matter anymore though cause highschool is coming and thats when things start changing and so do people. and I just know there are changes waiting for me and I'm ready to embrace them! :] Even if some do suck..

Not everyone changes, though.

but i think a lot of the things or maybe even everything i think is right, might prove me wrong in highschool. My old cousin (she's 33) told me a lot about how highschool was for her and just how it is. she said that everything she thought she knew in freshman year, totally changed by the time highschool was done.

However, another cousin warned me at the beginning of 8th grade."By the time your at the end of 8th grade, you'll wonder who's your real friends and who aren't."

So far, I totally understand that. Right now I only see like 3. so, yeah. lets just see what happens. :]

Careers

Well, I really like to think of my future. But I don't like getting to obsessed with it cause thats no good. All I know is, even though I want to be rich, I also want to be happy. Thats hard to find these days but I don't want to be those depressed suicidal people who are stuck in a rut and wake up everyday knowing they're doing something they don't love. I want to find something that makes my blood boil, and will keep me going for a long, long time. I was thinking to go to Penn State.

Ok here's what I've thought of:
-CEO of huge gaming business
-socialite
-Amazing graffiti artist
-Graphic designer
-Logo artist
-Owning my own clothes line
-Hairstylist (doesn't pay to well, though. :S)
-chalk artist
-Gogo dancer :P
-Bioligist
-radio talk show host
-a host of big tv show

hehe. :] mmhmm

Fresh start. wow..

I read all my blogs back in the beginning of the year, and god did i sound ignorant and critical. :\ and i was! ugh. Its embarassing. D:

so much has changed though, and life isn't as good as it was at the beginning of the year. which sucks. But i'm slowly getting better again. Hopefully the things i'm going to do during the summer will make me feel better. :]